musings, ramblings, observations, all blown out of proportion and mistaken for insights


Thursday, June 25, 2009

is humanity doomed?

I feel like humanity is doomed. This doesn't especially mean we're entering apocalyptic times. It just means that humanity, in it's natural state of grace is going to completely disappear.

I'm obviously depressed right now. Maybe it's more and more obvious that I'm completely empty and shallow on the inside and I'm just projecting this insecurity onto the world. As far as I know humanity is progressing and evolving through changes I can't even imagine.

Life is strange, wouldn't yah say?

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

we all love The Beatles, and sometimes we think The Beatles actually love us back

the first musical thing I ever devoted myself too was the soundtrack to 'The Yellow Submarine', an amazing film that basically spawned the psychedelia obsession that has lasted my entire life since then

a lot of people think of it as a sub-par Beatles album, a disc to avoid spending money on, but right now as i listen to it I notice that there's still the magic that I heard as a child contained within in, it's an excellent selection of songs and it contains a lot of great material that you can't get on other Beatles CDs

that's all I have to say about The Beatles, I feel like i'd be saying too much if i said anything more

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

two ghost having a conversation in front of my bathroom mirror

i feel sick, disoriented, like i'm upside down

are you upside down or are you rightsideup?

somewhere between the two

maybe you need a drink, a drink of whisky, that might get your head on straight

i need to puke....

puke in the toilet, not the sink

i feel like i'm going to die

how does it feel to die?

it feels kind of obnoxious, but it's kind of pleasant in a perverted way. You think that every little second of life that you have is so infinite, but it just slips away and then nothingness crawls in and fills up the void that was once a decent and honest or depraved and sickening life. It's a cold feeling, it's icy, and then the hallucinations start.

i don't remember that

i remember nothing, but i have an imagination so it's ok

i remember seeing god and then having him laugh at me for being a dipshit

i need more whisky man and then 300 years ago won't feel that long

long like a highway that just collapses when you get to your destination

yeah, or long like the night sky

*pukes outrageously*

*smiles*

i'm going to learn to play the violin and write songs to resurrect the dead

i'll learn to play the accordion

yes! we'll play in graveyards and morgues

and maybe we'll learn some songs, maybe even write some, maybe we'll make a joyful noise like the bible says to do!

the bible didn't give us shit

what my computer speakers are currently spewing:

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