musings, ramblings, observations, all blown out of proportion and mistaken for insights


Tuesday, February 23, 2010

the sun



AAAhhhhh, the sun, the astral being that defines our human timescale. The radiance and energy provided by the sun has caused it to become an object of worship. It has been my opinion that it makes more sense to worship the sun that it does to worship a god or gods. However the beauty of the sun is that it provides to us regardless of our reverence. It has no intelligence (that we know of or can be expressed to us) yet has created the conditions under which intelligence can exist.

Monday, February 15, 2010

revelations

This weekend I took LSD and MDMA and had the realization that my goal in life to be able to express everything I think and feel without being clouded by my ego. Essentially I want to be able to spread knowledge and ideas without making an ass of myself. This requires a mastery of language and an inner understanding of the mechanisms of my own mind. It will take a while to get to this point, and I may never get there, but nonetheless I think it's a noble and worthwhile personal goal.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

love poem for the apocalypse part 2

"Apparently there is a great discovery or insight which our culture is deliberately designed to supress, distort and ignore. That is that Nature is some kind of minded entity. That Nature is not simply the random flight of atoms through electromagnetic fields. Nature is not the empty, despiritualized lumpen matter that we inherit from modern physics. But it is instead a kind of intelligence, a kind of mind." - Terence McKenna

Laying in a mildewed hammock
staring into the stars,
I prophesize the death of the universe
and listen to my thoughts
ramble endlessly

and when the white noise in my head clears
it becomes apparent -

It's time to escape the systems of old,
escape the present and ignore the future,
for time only leaves us in a
linguistic chaingang, a postmodern rut

To extract understanding
from the shattering fragments
of human language
that sit inside my cranium

To compose childlike games
from body language
to distract from the backbreaking
monotony of everyday life

It's time to burn down the sports bars.
to roam unselfconscious through
the jungles that created us,
for we are not are products of the
factory of mass-culture
but animals capable of infinite experience

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